Description: Zhang Manjuan's most magnificent novel. Because of the desire to be loved, I became humble. Because of the desire to love, I became humble. {Transformed for Love Edition} Includes a new preface. My joy and sorrow are inseparable, I cannot choose. Because they come from the same source. Big Bug: I can feel happy alone, but I miss you holding my hand even more. Once, because I met a reptilian man, I fell into a joy mixed with sadness. Perhaps I am too greedy for such emotions, so I would rather look at each other across the water, looking at the other side.