Description:
From the best-selling author of How To Write an Autobiographical Novel, Alexander Chee's award-winning debut, now celebrating its 25th anniversary, is "Singularly beautiful and psychologically harrowing. One of the best American novels of this century." --Boston Globe
Twelve-year-old Fee is a shy but gifted Korean-American growing up in Maine whose powerful soprano voice wins him a place as section leader of the first sopranos in his local boys' choir. But on a retreat, Fee discovers how the director, Big Eric Gorendt, treats the boys he makes section leader. Fee is so ashamed that he says nothing of the abuse, not even when Peter, his best friend, is in line to be next. The depraved director is eventually arrested, and Fee tries to move on. But when Peter takes his own life, Fee blames only himself.
Years later, after he has carefully pieced a new life together, Fee takes a job at a private school near his hometown. There he meets a young student, Arden, who, to his shock, is the picture of Peter. Still coping with his complicity and recovering from years of self-destruction, Fee must confront the ghosts of his brutal past.
Told with "the force of a dream and the heft of a life" (Annie Dillard), this is a haunting, lyrically written debut novel that marked Chee "as a major talent whose career will bear watching" (Publisher's Weekly).
Brief description: ALEXANDER CHEE is the author of the novels Edinburgh and the national bestseller The Queen of the Night. His essay collection How to Write an Autobiographical Novel was named a best book of the year in 2018 by New York Magazine, the Washington Post, Publisher's Weekly, NPR, and Time. In 2025, Kirkus Reviews named it one of the hundred best books of nonfiction of the 21st century. Chee is a recipient of the NEA Fellowship in Fiction, The Whiting Award, The Guggenheim and The USA Artists' Fellowship. He teaches creative writing at Dartmouth College and lives in Vermont.
Review Quotes:
"A coming-of-age novel in the grand Romantic tradition, where passions run high, Cupid stalks Psyche, and love shares the dance floor with death . . . A lovely, nuanced, never predictable portrait of a creative soul in the throes of becoming." - Washington Post Book World
"Haunting . . . complex . . . sophisticated . . . [Chee] says volumes with just a few incendiary words." - New York Times Book Review
"Chee describes [Fee's] desperate adolescent moments with heartbreaking clarity and grace . . . Few coming-of-age novels truly stir one's emotions or lead readers to consider the traumas of their own lives. Edinburgh does both." - Newsday